Birthday!

Well it's my Birthday today! 

Another year older but not sure I'm any wiser!!

After another bad night where I didn't get much sleep at all, I woke up to a load of surprise presents from Martin. He has really spoilt me and I feel very loved. 

I checked my Face Book account today and I can't believe how many messages I received. I am really overwhelmed that so many people want to show that they care. It's definitely been a good day! 

Unfortunately all good things have to come to an end and that means that tomorrow morning and the appointment with the consultant is ever closer. I feel really churned up inside because I just don't know how I feel about it all. I think I need to just go along to the appointment and see what the consultant has to say. Then Martin & I can deal with it from there. Why is it so much easier to say than to do?

Hugs to everyone XxXxX